Illmater
Illmater
The crying God, White, dusty, bloody red.
Source: FaerunColors Mod Rarity: Very Rare Category: General Collection
THE LORE
Illmater is suffering made divine. The Crying God accepts all pain as his own, carries it, sanctifies it through his unwillingness to look away. He preaches that endurance is grace, that one person's torment matters infinitely. He's willing to bleed forever if it means witnessing one soul's agony and saying, I see you, this matters, you are not forgotten.
THE PALETTE
Creamy ivory and pale gold suggest worn cloth stained with tears and old blood. Soft browns and dusky reds deepen the palette toward compassion and sacrifice. These are the colors of hands worn raw from tending wounds, of candlelight in a hospice at three in the morning.
THE CHRONICLE
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He kneels beside a plague victim in a city no god would enter. The suffering here is so complete that even the shadows flinch. Illmater does not flinch. He places his hand on the dying person's forehead and speaks, not promises of healing, for he offers none, but certainty. That witnessing this, suffering this with them, is a form of love that gods rarely permit themselves. His tears fall on contaminated ground and don't cure it because curing it would make the pain less sacred somehow. A woman clutches her last child's body and looks into his eyes and finds, impossibly, understanding so complete it breaks open something inside her. She is not alone. She will never stop hurting. But this god has decided her hurt is worth remembering for eternity, and in that decision lives a mercy almost more unbearable than the grief....

...He kneels beside a plague victim in a city no god would enter. The suffering here is so complete that even the shadows flinch. Illmater does not flinch. He places his hand on the dying person's forehead and speaks, not promises of healing, for he offers none, but certainty. That witnessing this, suffering this with them, is a form of love that gods rarely permit themselves. His tears fall on contaminated ground and don't cure it because curing it would make the pain less sacred somehow. A woman clutches her last child's body and looks into his eyes and finds, impossibly, understanding so complete it breaks open something inside her. She is not alone. She will never stop hurting. But this god has decided her hurt is worth remembering for eternity, and in that decision lives a mercy almost more unbearable than the grief....

Color Zones

Cloth
Primary #f8efd2
Secondary #984f4f
Tertiary #fffdf8
Leather
Primary #f0ede3
Secondary #894747
Tertiary #f8efd2
Metal
Primary #ffffff
Secondary #e1d9be
Tertiary #bc6363
Accents
Accent #894748
Custom 1 #ffffff
Custom 2 #f7f4ea
Other
Color 01 #fff6d8
Color 02 #634242
Color 03 #ffffff

Where to Find

Part of the General Collection collection from the FaerunColors mod.

Camp Chest Your Camp Act I
Nautiloid Chest Nautiloid Act I
Arron Emerald Grove Act I
Grat Goblin Camp Act I
Blurg Underdark Act I
Talli Last Light Inn Act II
Lann Tarv Moonrise Towers Act II
Zara the Mummy Circus of the Last Days Act III